PINKROCKETH: he was a conductor, a genius, a little like shindou
PINKROCKETH: who entered an opera house in the 1800's when he was young-- seventeen for the eldest
PINKROCKETH: he was sickly and always kept inside when he was younger-- never played outside or with anyone-- but he loved music
PINKROCKETH: so the opera house took him
PINKROCKETH: and though his talent was great he was shy and liked to keep out of the way and was awkward around women
PINKROCKETH: a lot of patrons, but no friends, but he was still happy because he could conduct and he had his music
PINKROCKETH: but he got a lot of conducting because his patrons were indulgent and he was very good-- he liked to compose too.
PINKROCKETH: after he had been about there a year, in this little pretty garret room they made for him at the top of the opera house, toward the back-- it had it's own little balcony
PINKROCKETH: it was pretty, though not very warm, but he liked it
PINKROCKETH: uhm-- also about his personality-- he was quiet, but an emotional guy
PINKROCKETH: and while conducting, he would often cry
PINKROCKETH: his pieces he composed were very passionate
PINKROCKETH: but yes
PINKROCKETH: after a year or so, he started having -- dreams
PINKROCKETH: like-- brown eyes, green fields, "being together with everyone"
PINKROCKETH: and uhm--
PINKROCKETH: they weren't unhappy, but--
PINKROCKETH: you know, they made his heart beat faster
PINKROCKETH: they were inspiring and he would think about them when he wrote
PINKROCKETH: and aaah.
PINKROCKETH: so he would get fevers from his excitable personality and cold room
PINKROCKETH: often sickly, recall-- and he would hallucinate those people
Angel: (I reallly like it so far already! It really fits him and Shindou!)
PINKROCKETH: (pff-- thank youuuuu~*~*~)
PINKROCKETH: and he wouldn't really get them--- too far in the future, right-- but they'd leave him smiling, depending
PINKROCKETH: like a dream about kirino and shindou's friendship-- just a conversation those two had had-- kept him smiling for a week and he'd even half composed a little piece on it
PINKROCKETH: sweet lighthearted thing
PINKROCKETH: he'll hum it/think it sometimes when shindou is down
PINKROCKETH: feeling down
PINKROCKETH: but yes--
PINKROCKETH: but he could get frenzied too, and passionate
PINKROCKETH: and no friends to talk him down or bring him back
PINKROCKETH: so he started making a big piece
PINKROCKETH: referencing all those feelings and especially his feelings for shindou
PINKROCKETH: who-- maybe shindou resembled someone he'd known and loved in his life? but never said--? We'll never know
PINKROCKETH: (i think it would have been a beautiful girl-- brown hair, rich family, white lilies in her hair-- young heiress maybe, out of his station)
PINKROCKETH: (think genderswitched shindou in 17th century italy MHMM)
PINKROCKETH: and the dreams just collecting on that
PINKROCKETH: so he writes and composes and it turns out gorgeous, but all those surging feelings, those...
PINKROCKETH: cold rooms, and his passionate personality and loneliness he doesn't even know he had
PINKROCKETH: he develops consumption
PINKROCKETH: he weakens very quickly--
PINKROCKETH: do you know what consumption is
PINKROCKETH: pulmonary TB
PINKROCKETH: but he's able to stand and conduct to see it performed
Angel: (oeeh hold up there! About the girl! Have you seen the last two episodes of GO? They are in the past there were Shindou mets a girl, maybe it could be the same girl)
PINKROCKETH: he is-- uwaaaahh it could be her sdfghj
PINKROCKETH: she fits the description also
Angel: Yes I know, my mother is a doctor~
PINKROCKETH: ooh okay good good~
PINKROCKETH: he contracts TB-- he must be about twenty-one, twenty-two buy now
PINKROCKETH: these things take time--
PINKROCKETH: the performance is amazing, aaaand then he goes up to his room, falls asleep, feels closer to everyone than ever before
PINKROCKETH: steadily weakens further, and dies within the next week.
PINKROCKETH: and from then on, he's shindou's, who inspired him in the first place.
PINKROCKETH: (the piece probably still exists somewhere out there, but i've not been able to find one which suits it really.)
Angel: Ohh wow! That was indeed so sad but yet such a beautiful story!!
PINKROCKETH: sdfghj dfgh thaaank you ;o;
PINKROCKETH: and it's like-- i forgot to say-- the dreams he has makes him feel complete too
PINKROCKETH: they calm him, especially the ones he recalls
PINKROCKETH: because it's a part of his life he did not have aaaaand i am posting this to tumblr as a chatlog so i don't forget it in future.